Why is identity so important? 

Because “as a man think in his heart, therefore He is” Proverbs 23:7 King James

What we believe about ourselves deep in our hearts, we will ultimately become. 

I use to think really odd things about myself, but at the time, I thought those weird things were me, I didn’t know I had a creator who adored me and I surely didn’t know I had an adversary who wanted to destroy me. I had no idea of the war around me.

I didn’t know I had a choice who I put my identity in, I didn’t know I had a choice of what I put my identity in, I thought I was just who I was, “I “MUST” have been born this way, I thought!” That is what people would tell me, that is what tv would tell me, that is what my feelings were telling me, that is what life told me, I didn’t know I had a choice, I thought “this must just be who I am” therefore I must accept it, believe it and then as scripture says, I would become it.

THIS MAKES ME SAD, because I spent so many years believing TERRIBLE things about myself and guess what, I had to drink myself to an oblivion to drown out the things that I hated about myself that weren’t even TRUE.

I don’t pretend to know why people take their own lives, but I remember wanting to take mine and it was because what I believed was true about me, made me want to die.

God wanted me desperately to know who I was, as His beloved daughter, but He gives us free will, it was my choice, I just didn’t know it.

Well until that day, I heard the thoughts in my head so clearly, and they were so mean, but I didn’t know I was being lied to, all I heard was  “you are worthless Lindsay, you are such an idiot, I can’t believe you thought anyone would ever love you, look what you did, you left everyone who would love you and now look at you pathetic again, you might as well just call it quits, you are SUCH a loser, NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE YOU”

I didn’t know God at this time nor did I know the devil who I now know was talking to me, but by God’s grace, I called out to Him, I felt like I was being beaten over the head with a crowbar and as I felt like I was going to die, I simply said  “God” not even knowing God and as clear as day I heard deep in my being “I am right here, Lindsay, I have always been right here” and without a shadow of a doubt, I KNEW it was God. I didn’t know God, but it was like He knew how to make Himself known to me.

The room went silent, the mean voice stopped and a tangible peace, Peace Himself came to the rescue.

It was the beginning of my walk towards Jesus! I didn’t know, but He would lead me to Himself. What a gracious GOD!

The actual definition of the word “identity” according to google is:

the fact of being who or what a person or thing is.

that’s deep.

what a person is?

What are we?

I think my sociology professor wrote that on the blackboard back in college.

What are we?

  • Are we who we love?
  • Are we who we hate?
  • Are we what we desire?
  • Are we what we do?
  • Are we what we feel?

According to the bible, no, we are not what we do, not even close. We are in fact none of these. 

We are beloved children of the MOST HIGH GOD, so that lie that no one will ever love me, was the furthest thing from the truth, actually what the enemy was trying to tell me was the exact opposite of what God the Creator of the Universe says about me.

What is God saying about you? And what is the enemy saying about you?

The only true and sure way to know this is to search scripture, find out what the Creator of the Universe who calls you daughter, who calls you son has to say about you because it is not only true, it’s beautiful, it’s stunning and it will make you blush!

You may not be all those things that those around you say you are, you may not be those feelings that you have, you are definitely not those mean thoughts in your head, you are not who the media says you are, you are without a doubt who GOD SAYS YOU ARE and I can promise you that even if you don’t “feel” like that, it doesn’t mean it’s not true.

What is true, is what scripture says about you, that is what is true, whether you feel like it or not. If you have been believing a lie about yourself for years, it may take time to unravel. 

If what you think about yourself doesn’t line up with scripture, you are being deceived and let me tell you I was deceived about some things for 39 years, so when I tell you that what you think you are may not be true, I am speaking from experience. 

Has it taken time for me to unravel those lies, yes, a long time actually. But He is a healer, a restorer and a redeemer and if we continue to seek Him, He will show us the way out of the lie.  

Father, God I pray for these precious people that read this blog, you know every hair on their head, you know every desire of their heart, and you know every lie they are believing about who they are, Lord, reveal, send your Holy Spirit to show them the truth of who they were made to be, who they are in You, Lord it’s only by your grace that any of us are free from the lies, come and heal our minds, hearts, bodies and souls, our emotions, our wills. WE CAN’T DO IT WITHOUT YOU. 

It is in the powerful and almighty name of Jesus Christ I PRAY!




Abandonment, I refuse to believe you.


I had to look this one up! and guys it wasn’t pretty, as I read through the list my eyes were wide open, at one point in my life I have struggled (or still struggle) with each one of these)

but there’s good news, so keep reading!

Do you attach too soon to another?

Do you exhibit excessive controlling behaviors (or thoughts)?

Do you find flaws in potential mates?

Do you sabotage your relationships?

Do you have constant fears of cheating?

Do you expect perfection?

Do you have commitment issues?

If you resonate with one or more of these statements, you may need a touch from your Heavenly Father as He applies His love to these broken places and heals your broken and wounded heart.

Similar to rejection abandonment can come from many sources at different times in life.

And knowing “it” has a name and speaking it will help us get free!

So NO SHAME! (that’s a lie too)

There is a lie the enemy loves to perpetrate and that is “this is just who you are,” he always wants to attack our identity, which never allows us the freedom to overcome.

Not only is our inheritance as followers of Jesus FREEDOM, it is also said that we are more than conquers, in Romans 8:37.

And the truth is, you are NOT your issues, and as I have realized recently, I am not mine!

LIE: I use to think I was such a disaster there was literally no hope.

TRUTH: God showed me I was wrong, there is ALWAYS Hope in Him!

Galatians 5:1 New American Standard Bible

It was for freedom that Christ Jesus set us free; therefore keep standing firm and do not be subject again to a yoke of slavery.

The “feelings of abandonment” can seep into our thoughts about the future and tell us that what happen in the past is going to happen in the future and then fear is manifested on top of abandonment.

These are both LIES.

The Bible calls lies, YOKES OF SLAVERY.

The Bible is literally telling us NOT to be subject (in some translations it says) do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery.

There is a part for us to play, we are to stand against these lies. We must reject the fear that the enemy presents to us saying, “the abandonment is going to happen again.”

He uses our past against us. And it’s always him, people are rarely the problem, they may look like the problem, but they aren’t the real problem, the enemy is always the problem (see Epes. 6:12)

This fear of abandonment comes from the broken world we all live in! But my favorite promise throughout scripture is that our God (Jesus Christ Himself) will NEVER leave us or forsake us.

We may be abandoned by our friends, our families, our communities, our churches, our boyfriends, our bosses, and even ourselves, but we will NEVER be abandoned by our Heavenly Father, our Lord and Friend Jesus Christ and our Counselor and Comfortable the Holy Spirit of God.


Psalm 118:6 says “The LORD is with me; I will not be afraid. What can mere mortals do to me?”

The fear of being abandoned is twisted and let me assure you it can wreak havoc in your life. It will tell you that you are something you are not; it WILL LIE to you! It will say to you “be careful Lindsay, don’t get too close, what if they leave you, you will surely die.”

WHAT? SHUT UP SATAN! I will not die.

If God is for me, who can be against me? (a portion of Romans 8:31)

And the fear of abandonment is actually taking two lies and twisting them around each other, to confuse you even more.


LIE #2: Abandonment

“You don’t have to fear,” God says!

Google these promises and write them down on little white note cards and put them everywhere!

Isaiah 35:4

Hebrews 13:6

Psalm 56:11

John 14:27

Joshua 1:9

Psalm 34:4

1 Peter 5:6-7

Psalm 56:4

2 Timothy 1:7

Romas 12:2 do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what the will of God is, that which is good and acceptable and perfect.

Let’s do what the Creator of the Universe says and be transformed by the renewing of our minds!

We are more than conquers, we are overcomers, we have Jesus on our side, WE WIN! End of story!




Oh hey rejection, I see you!


The LIE of rejection.

This one, the Spirit of Rejection also springs up in different ways. If this one really hurts, I have a GREAT suggestion on a book that just came out by a writing hero of mine on this subject, and although I haven’t read it yet, I have zero doubt it’s amazing. CLICK HERE TO PURCHASE

Rejection can seep in on the playground, at your church, in your family or at the office, without ever being spotted. It’s slimy, and it’s always evil, aka straight from the pit of hell.

The enemy is always the enemy, so no matter if rejection got to you through a friend, a pastor, a spouse or a family member, it’s never the people we are fighting with, it’s ALWAYS the enemy. 

Now, does the enemy love to work through people? Absolutely, no question, that is his primary way. And if he can do it through someone super close to you, BAM, he knows that will hurt the worst.

I know, I hate it too. But as the Bible says in 1 Peter 5:8

Be sober-minded and alert. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour.

Therefore, friends, we must fight, but we don’t fight alone, and we don’t fight against flesh and blood (Ephesians 6:12) and truthfully it’s not even our fight, the Lord says He will fight for us.

In my experience, we do play a part; we play a part that seems simple but for some reason doesn’t always “feel” simple.   We must keep our eyes on Jesus Christ, for the Bible says:

Isaiah 26:3 (ESV)
You keep him in perfect peace
whose mind is stayed on You,
because he trusts in You 

Basically, keeping our minds on Him will give us perfect peace, because we are trusting in Him!

When we have been hurt by someone either in our past or in our current day situation, we have to forgive them. It’s oddly dangerous not to forgive. It has been said to affect our health in extreme ways. According to John Hopkins, one of the leading hospitals in the US; there are significant health benefits to forgiving.

Karen Swartz, M.D, at John Hopkins says “There is an enormous physical burden to being hurt and disappointed.” She goes on to say that “Chronic anger puts you in a fight or flight mode, which results in numerous changes in heart rate, blood pressure, and immune response. Those changes, then, increase the risk of depression, heart disease, and diabetes, among other conditions. Forgiveness, however, calms stress levels, leading to improved health.”

The Mayo Clinic reports that a lack of forgiveness can cause the feeling of your life lacking purpose. 

The Bible warns us very clearly about the danger of unforgiveness. The truth is, the Bible is very clear in the parable in Matthew 18:21-35 that the devil does have access to torment us if we hold unforgiveness. So let’s take care of that now.

Note* forgiveness is one of those things that you do before you feel!

So let’s give it a try, close your eyes, ask the Holy Spirit (the Spirit of God that Jesus sent to live in YOU as a believer in Him) to show you who may have rejected you and what you need to forgive them for…

When you are ready…

1. Say out loud, ” I choose to forgive ___________ from my heart for ___________. (what they did to me)

2. Say out loud, “I cancel all debts or obligations owed to me by _________ for what they did to me.”

3. Say out loud, “I forgive myself for any pain I caused myself with this memory and for the unforgiveness, I have been carrying.”

awesome awesome awesome, so proud of you!

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